Death and life are with me in this room
Putting their arguments before me
Which to chose
When I know all too easily
That with choosing life
Comes the risk of endings and of pain
And that with each and every choice
There is no way to go back again
If time proves the results were less than I could hope
Or others claimed
But tonight it seems that all
That surrounds me is such deep pain
That there is little possibility of ever becoming free again
Because this afternoon
Death came close and
Shone his spotlight in my face
Asking what I had made of life
And when no answer came
The dread fell down like acid rain
Because there is no way to ever choose again
All of those past wrong choices
That I made
Emerging From The Dark Night 
Whatever has happened in the past we can never change; if you feel that there are wrongs to put right or things you seek but haven’t yet found, they lie in the future with life. Stay strong my friends – sending love and hugs xx
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Its okay this is just the dark side I revisit from time to time and yesterday this was triggered by meeting someone from the past who hurt me a lot and I tend to turn it inwards then. Thanks for your love and concern. ❤
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I get that and do the same thing. Glad you’re OK xx
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❤ Thank you…..
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This is really very deep ..How better can you describe that through words 💓✨
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Thanks so much..very kind. 💞
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