I’m only human

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I’m only human

Watch me fail

Don’t expect me not to be

A raging beast

When frustration gets too much

After a million straws have been piled on my back

I always think I have to try harder

Conditioned to be nice

And if I called a spade a spade prepared myself to be sidelined

And so if I sidle up to you

Chameleon like

Its only a guise I am wearing

To ward off threats

But the pain of this lately is getting entirely too much

And in the quiet of night or deep inside

As your demands and pain rain down on my soul

I feel myself wanting to roar like a lion

Or scream like an animal in pain

I HAVE HAD ENOUGH

Why are you asking so much of me

Back off

Don’t you see I am only human

I can only stand so much?

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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