Flood

Flood

I woke this morning with the feeling

Of how there is a torrent inside me

That I held back for years

And now that you have shown me

Its okay to ask for what I need

Its okay to express anger and disappointment

Its okay to be me

Well now I feel inside myself dissolving to water

And tears are falling that are for

The entirety of the journey and most of all for love

The love that my parents felt

But found so hard to show

As they had to battle on alone

And as it releases

All the pressure inside

That set me at war with myself

Is leaving

And I find myself breathing

Long slow breaths and exhalations

And it seem as though

A life time of frustration is leaving me

As my flood becomes my flow

Where it will lead me I do not know

But I have the courage now to trust this river

To open to be this person

With the love in my heart

Ready and willing

To make a brand new start

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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      1. My heart is so warmed reading your words ! ❤
        I kind of have been stuck with myself lately, so I'm quite not able to be regular in commenting, but believe me I read every single thing you write, and its a delight for me because based on your expressions through your words we are kindred souls and I'm just so glad to know you here ! ❤

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