
I woke this morning with the feeling
Of how there is a torrent inside me
That I held back for years
And now that you have shown me
Its okay to ask for what I need
Its okay to express anger and disappointment
Its okay to be me
Well now I feel inside myself dissolving to water
And tears are falling that are for
The entirety of the journey and most of all for love
The love that my parents felt
But found so hard to show
As they had to battle on alone
And as it releases
All the pressure inside
That set me at war with myself
Is leaving
And I find myself breathing
Long slow breaths and exhalations
And it seem as though
A life time of frustration is leaving me
As my flood becomes my flow
Where it will lead me I do not know
But I have the courage now to trust this river
To open to be this person
With the love in my heart
Ready and willing
To make a brand new start
Such a vulnerable yet empowering post at the same time ! ❤
What a combination, of the choice of emotions, I just loved it ! ❤
Bravo ! 🙂
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Thank you so much. Somehow I missed your lovely comment until now. You are such a beautiful person. ❤
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My heart is so warmed reading your words ! ❤
I kind of have been stuck with myself lately, so I'm quite not able to be regular in commenting, but believe me I read every single thing you write, and its a delight for me because based on your expressions through your words we are kindred souls and I'm just so glad to know you here ! ❤
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Oh that is so so lovely of you to say. ❤ Things will flow again another time. Sometimes the well just runs dry. I feel the very same. Bless you. ❤
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It takes a thunder to calm the summer heat… your ‘Flood’ is an apt metaphor for the heat of emotions under the skin and years in the making..
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That’s a wonderful perception. Thank you so much. ❤
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