He is safe

I was terrified over the past few days as I knew my love was in trouble with the situation he is in escalating every day.  We are so connected now that I truly believe I feel whatever is happening to him within my cell tissue.  Due to the sensitivity of the military situation I cannot say much but I was praying with all my might especially when I woke up at 5.45 am on Saturday morning and checked to see that the Full Moon was only several seconds out from full opposition to the Sun and the Sun was opposing Mars and square to Uranus which means things would be extreme and unpredictable where he was.  I was suffering the most acute stomach pain and memories of abandonment traumas from years gone by.  I wrote some poems from this space to get through it and I cried a lot

I just got a text two hours ago to say he is safe and I cannot tell you where my spirit went with the fear and the abandonment trauma but I am so proud of myself that I held through it all and kept the faith and in prayer.   But there has been a lot of killing and I cannot say more than this.

Please everyone who follows my blog if you are prayer minded will you please keep my darling in your prayers.  Brave soldiers all around the world every day risk their life for the freedom of others rights, to defend and protect and they ask nothing for it and give love willingly in that situation, it blows my mind when I think of all the young men who have lost their lives.  Maybe you don’t agree with war or see it as wrong, I used to but then there are times I know we must be like brave Lions and fight to defend human rights.  Knowing and loving this person has turned my beliefs around.  I just pray in time he gets safely out of that situation and can live a life of peace so far from all the terror and conflict.