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F off!

This is a ‘vent’ post.  Just had a big upset with a person I thought was a friend I hate it when people are one way to your face and other behind your back.  Excuse the rant followers

Sick of trying

To fit into the square hole

You tried to fit me into

I heard the comments

You said

When you thought the phone

Was dead

Now I know what you really think of me

Stay the fuck away

You had your agenda

And just because I wasnt there to pick up the phone

Or dance to your tune

Suddenly I am the one

Who is the problem

Sick of it

Don’t you know my mother is dead

I don’t give a fuck about money or probate

Or what ever the hell it is

And would you even have been her friend

If there were not finances in it for you

I wonder my dear I really do

But for now

Stay the hell away

I don’t need this shit

I cannot rush myself

While in this grief state

And hearing your nasty words

Only made the pain in my heart deeper

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    1. Thank you. If you need to do the same please do. I post this kind of thing then feel guilty for some reason but then I realise oh I just have had hard time when I feel angry even if its fully justified. Its so hard when its a conflict with a sibling. You always long for their understanding and support. Love to you Frazzled ❤

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