I tried too hard

I tried too hard to fit into your world

Where I did not feel I belonged

I squeezed myself out of shape

To be able to be a part it all

I felt on the outside all along

Now you say where am I

Why didn’t I come

Maybe unconsciously

I turned a deaf ear

For I was so sick of being hurt and never seen

When your call comes

My heart is burning

And I am confused

You gave me nothing and

Now you want me in your life

Everything in me wants to shut the door on you

You belong in a world I dont belong

Please leave me in peace