absent past

stillness in the present moment

reveals eternity

trapped within a moment of time

the craziness of my mind

unleashed

distorts the ‘truth’

in search of answers

loses touch with now

sacrifices serenity for old traumas

let it go

focus on my breath

seek my solid ground

on earth

not flights of intellect and fantasy

which revolve and revolve

like a endlessly spinning door

trapping the passer by inside

tiredness grows

the further I move away from

peace

hope falls

as I recall the burdens of the past

now gone

your pain is no longer

why am I allowing it to live on

you are somewhere now

in another dimension with your beloveds

so what is the point of me now

of me

endlessly crying

over a painful and absent past?