Moments with Jasper seem the most precious to my soul lately, this is a poem from 2019.

I see the wild in your eyes
The deep soul in you
Swimming in pools of indigo blue
Like a dark ocean just before the dawn
Glistening
Here inside my head
Whispering breath of wind
Draws me closer and closer to the wild
I lost touch with as a child
The agony of the loss that dogged me
Fifty long years
Suddenly disappears
When I feel this rush
And as you gaze at me with
Animal eyes so wild
I become yet again
Supple
Tender
With the heart of a child
That loves and aches
And dances and cries
Without ever needing to ask
The question
Why?