Fascination of darkness

It hurt

Always longing for your attention

And falling into emptiness

Nothing surrounding me

But a vast cavern

And when people draw near

Their voices always seemed

To be echoing

from a long way off

So often it seems

Your face was turned away

And then there was the look of heavy disapproval

That mades my tiny body

Quake

Nowhere at all is there a place

Where I can find

Comfort

Soothing

Regulation

No sense of safety

In being myself

And so my fascination with darkness

Grows

Until the inner storm

Brewing deep inside ofvthe void

Is all I know

Walking through a world of shattered glass

I must be so so careful

That the monster living here

Inside the flood

That wants my blood

Does not claim

My soul