When I feel your love
Like a wave moving towards me
Wild seas within the ocean of my heart
And being
Start to churn
When I think of all the ways I tried
Sometimes revealing the fact of how often I lied
To myself
Hoping to keep my heart safe
From harm
Look at the danger I fell into
He told me lies
Was so unkind
And yet I believed
Preying on my need and vulnerability
I was the little child
Heart always open
Willing to trust and believe
Never aware the world could be full of those
Who do not give a care
For emotion, loss or grief
Or anyone else’s need
Will just do anything
To set their own soul free
But still I must travel on
One foot in front of the other
After collapsing in pools of grief
For is this not the way of modern life now
So desperate for connection
We sometimes fall and almost drown
Only to rise
Lifted as if by a greater hand
Above the wild and churning seas
Given if only for a moment
A precious glimpse
Of love, hope
And eternity
Enough to carry us forward
On a new day
Washed clear and clean of so much
We buried from sight
Hidden under the cover
Of illusions