Life is a chaos in which I am lost

Often lately

Life appears a wild and churning ocean

A resounding deafening chaos

In which I am lost

Counting the cost

Of the irreversible

All necessary steps on the winding

Tangled pathway

To here

What a waste and a loss

Of the magical perspective?

Then in a wiser moment

Trusting in and surrendering

To the turmoil

I see I am the one

Blowing upon the calm seas

Waves of mental frenzy

Summoning up demons and ghosts

Choosing craziness

Over presence

Where am I going

Am I?

I alone?

Doesn’t make sense when deeper inside

Lately I sense

Long ago I just forgot

Truly I am.part of everything

I divided and separated myself from

And then here alone as I surrender my soul

The whirling tide of evolution

Begins to elevate my vision

As with a searing emotional precision

I sense you all

The souls of my spiritual family

Drawing close

As my heart breaks wide open

With love

And when tears fall

I sense us all

Dancing

Hands joined

In healing fields of resplendent gold

And I recognise God is embracing me

Within the multplie folds of ancestral destiny

And this chaos

Will never reveal

Its ultimate purpose

Nor the end of the story