lately I am just letting my heart break
when the pressure gets too much
of holding it all together
lately I am just letting the shattered fragments fall
and assume their own random pattern
seeking the magic
present within
that chaos
these days I am learning
to surrender more
and stop fighting
all of the many things I cannot control
there are times the things that hurt me
make me close
and lose my trust
in people and in life
truly it brings me undone
the way I ran
and yet what else could I do
maybe its high time
just to allow
and to forgive it all
to admit to the pain
to hold it tenderly
and no longer blame
the very things that needed
to
break my heart
to bring my soul
undone
Emerging From The Dark Night 
Sometimes, the heart breaking is, a good thing, because then, you find the, strengths in yourself, to, build it, back, up again.
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It is good I hope that came through. its a relief to let go and stop fighting the truth..
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A song for you Deb ..enjoy 😊😍
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I agree with Taurus. Sometimes we have to fall in order to rise. As impossibly difficult as it might be.
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Its for the best Marc, I’ve had to be the lone wolf fighting for so long its actually a relief to allow myself this. I actually think it takes a hell of a lot more strength than keeping up steely defences or always just collapsing in the wrong way for our individuation. Thank you for your comment.
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