Perhaps I will
Never hold you
Perhaps I will never feel the presence
Of your bodily love
Perhaps I will always be dreaming
Of how it might have been
If every single attempt to be together
Had not failed
And ended in tears
What is it in this world
That wants to disbelieve
That will not support
That will not listen
Nor answer the call
What makes a brother’s heart
Become frozen?
So many things I am sure you never wished to be this way
But can the dead spirits help
And if they haunt the living
Will that soul fall?
Sad thing is
You have the power to make everything right
But you will not use it
And the most painful
Difficult truth
Haunting me tonight
Loving you
At times
Just breaks my heart
Emerging From The Dark Night 