Fear is the way that an energy of anti-life tries to get its hooks into you, through negative thoughts it tries to convince you all kinds of things are just not true. Fear wants you to identify with what is only temporary or what from the past confirmed your negative bias that life is out to hurt you.. The thing that hurts you most is learning to turn away from your inner guidance and the knowing that your soul which gives rise to you is part of the eternal, it can never be destroyed, only change its forms, just as all souls that ever entered your life or connected with you form a part of this earthly soul journey for you..
There are times you can learn to misjudge the lesson, or focus on all of the things you or others did ‘wrong’. The point is this, did you learn from them? Did you use them to become more loving and to grow in self awareness? Did they teach you more respect for others human limits and boundaries as well as your own? Did you get strong enough over time to overthrow the conditioned voices which separate you off from knowing yourself to be an eternal soul having and earthly experience and being of unique worth while also human?
Trust that you have a guiding light inside of you, if this has been snuffed out or turned down to just a flicker learn to find what helps that spark to burn stronger. and also, over time, learn less to identify with the rising waves of cellular stuff that are currently rising up and out flowing.. Pray to your guardian angel and to your ancestors to be guided.. Find out as much as you can from where your descendants come.. Trust that pain known, face and entered can be released and do not allow fear voices to falsely convince you it will destroy you, when in truth its healing wisdom and regenerative insights will be the very energy once liberated that will guide you home.
And remember always
You are loved
You are precious
You are blessed
Emerging From The Dark Night 