I listened to my second channeled message in the Initiation series from Lee Harris and the Zees yesterday after lunch. It was a long one and went for over an hour. They spoke of where we are collectively now and how so many of us are allowing our power to be taken as we live in victim consciousness. They also spoke about how the media are feeding us so much fear and in so doing lowering our vibration. Much as I enjoy my drama shows and movies lately I see how low in vibration a lot of it can be.. The truth is we have more power than we know and the Zees were encouraging all of us to think of what our gifts and powers might me.. They may be as simple as the power of kindness or the power to speak and move our bodies, the power to create a meal or a poem or a piece of art. The power to show compassion to those who are suffering or need their vibrations raised..
They also spoke about opening to nature and today guidance took me to the right place, to the local bookshop where I picked up a truly magnificent small book called Why Rebel? Wow!! When I started to read it in the cue (yes due to lock down only being lifted a week or so ago the small independent bookshop was full) my heart smiled. It really did.. The author Jay Griffiths was talking about being a young girl and not being interested in make up or other socially sanctioned things for young girls but about her desire to be in nature.. I was smiling to myself with happiness as I read the book while waiting for the barrista to make my 11 am coffee. I was also so tuned into the songs playing on the radio.. Heaven by Bryan Adams is none of my favorite songs of his and the words are so true. The song lifts me up so I was singing along quietly to myself as I waited for my coffee. That filled my heart with joy.
After this I went to do my weekly shop and made sure to appreciate abundance of beautiful food and then I got into a lovely conversation with a woman waiting in the line before me about coconut yoghurt of all things..
The Zees were saying through Lee yesterday that we are more connected than we know on energetic levels.. They were talking also about imagining ourselves coming to the door of our ‘home’ and imagining a light behind the door that would fill us as we entered.. It was such a powerful meditation and I got a lot from it. When they asked us to consider where we feel we have experienced abundance and what gifts we are grateful for these things came to mind.
Money
Strength
Courage to face hard circumstances
Connections with beautiful people along the way and even with the ‘tough’ teachers in my life who taught me something important.
Compassion
I am sure there are a lot more.. At this time in life it is so important we do not buy into all of the fear and we must also stand up to let our voices be heard and to rebel against those forces around us that wish to keep us trapped in the painful darkness.
Not all darkness is bad, there are beautiful darknesses that are breeding grounds for light..Death was also spoken of as something we should embrace and see as an opportunity for learning by the Zees yesterday… They were speaking of how we say how sorry we are when someone dies but perhaps this in fact provides an opening for us on some level.. this most certainly made sense to me.. The death of my mother and sister seemed to draw me closer to them on some levels and also opened me up to the power of near death experiences, since after my older sister Judith died in April 2014 I came across the book on CD of Anita Moorjani who has proved to be such a powerful teacher for me.
When I look back I see amidst all of the tough things in my life there was also a lot of learning.. Tough things made me dig deep for resilience, being ignored in the family led me on a quest to find my voice and speak for others who felt scapegoated or sidelined.. So it is we find ways to take our power back, just as Princess Di did when she began to open up about her own challenges and painfully lonely childhood. Today I am so thankful to Lee for sharing all of this with the 4,000 or so of us partaking of the Initiation series.. it most certainly does speak to my mind, soul, body, being and heart.
I would encourage everyone today to look for the gifts. To celebrate the beauty. For me this was the gorgeous trees that line an entire street I sometimes avoid due to painful memories the trees in question are just abundent with magenta colored blossoms right now.. I did not have my camera to photograph them but I am going to make sure I go back and do it later on a walk with Jasper.. An appreciation for nature always uplifts my heart and its lovely to connect to those writing about it and encouraging us to be both its stewards and its champions.
Only when it is dark enough, can you see the stars, and they are lining up now to write a rebellion across the skies.
Why Rebel?
Emerging From The Dark Night 