What will it take
For me to move forward?
To cast off these chains I allowed you to use
To bind my feet?
What will it take for me to do the work
Of reclaiming my power?
Of letting go of being paralyzed by the fear
That somehow you can destroy
What is best in me?
When you devalued me
That is what you did
When I opened up my vulnerability to you
You used it as a weapon
Against me
I see it now
Because you can only ever see yourself
As the strong one
(because to you vulnerability is weakness)
As the right one
As the powerful one
But the power you wield
Does not come from love
I see that now
You do not love me
You never did
Because you are just profoundly incapable
Of ever really seeing
Any one else