What will it take

What will it take

For me to move forward?

To cast off these chains I allowed you to use

To bind my feet?

What will it take for me to do the work

Of reclaiming my power?

Of letting go of being paralyzed by the fear

That somehow you can destroy

What is best in me?

When you devalued me

That is what you did

When I opened up my vulnerability to you

You used it as a weapon

Against me

I see it now

Because you can only ever see yourself

As the strong one

(because to you vulnerability is weakness)

As the right one

As the powerful one

But the power you wield

Does not come from love

I see that now

You do not love me

You never did

Because you are just profoundly incapable

Of ever really seeing

Any one else

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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