Glistening

Sunlight glistening on water sometimes reminds me of dancing stars, fairies or angels. Today fog cleared to a beautiful clear blue icy cold day. I felt bursts of my true happy self breaking through all of the old pain. Yesterday I cried a lot visiting my sister the tears just flooded out. She hugged me so so tight when I arrived to see her with some pink gerberas and jonquils. Later when I left I hugged her tight too. I felt all of the painful things that have ever happened between us dissolving. I saw my part in things, I also saw how often I can make myself a victim, and I understood the very real limits of others empathy for me and felt the real pain of my true feelings never being held or contained It was freeing even if so so heartbreakingly sad. Today on my way to therapy I stopped by the lake to see the angels dancing on water.

Just a brief update as I was so busy living on the weekend I didn’t find time to write. Happy Monday everyone, wherever you are…Stay blessed. I will be writing more later today as I had a powerful dream.last night of a wounded man shot through the shoulder who came to me for healing. In the dream I lacked the power to know how to heal the wound but I did write something for him that resonated on duality and it contained an image of the spiral.of life. He told me he loved that. Maybe his wound was familial and I need to find ways to.live outside of it while temaining aware of ot while embodying more of my positive masculine energy but in a soft strong powerful way. These are my insights following therapy. 🦋