barren zombies

barren zombies make me squeeze

putting true feeling into

a deep freeze

blocking off all meaning

damming up the watery flow of life

terrified by the gorgon’s head

turning upon the deeply suffering

a deeply diguised

attitude of dread

doing all they can to silence the screams

of a soul that cries in horror

at what becomes

of naked

raw

vulnerability

sometimes when we speak

I feel such frozen terror

draining into me

the horror of the cold hard truth

becomes a bitter pill to swallow

they have had control over you for so long

you cannot cry

you cannot laugh

at times your face

a deathly ashen mask

with eyes like hard coals

its so hard to stay close

my anxiety rises

with the soul sense of the fire

they drowned out

and then I cry in terror

at the horror of an evil profession

that turns the integrated feelings

of so many souls

to ice

leaving our own souls surrounded

by barren zombies

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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