Warmth
You wrapped your healing hands around my soul
And brought the light to life inside of me
After so many years
In this ice cold wilderness
I feel the slow thawing
How can it be now
That I feel so complete
Here at home within all of the fracture
And mistakes
No longer trying as desperately
To reassemble
All of these torn apart pieces
I know life will always be this
Coalesence
A coming together
Only to fall apart again
As splintered fragments
Re-earrange themselves
Into a new design
With each flood of new feeling
Liberating wisdom
There is time
Plenty of time
And there is a growing peace now
I will let all of the pieces scatter
I love the explosion of life tearing me apart
I can celebrate
Not getting what I want
Knowing it will help me to reach for something
Far far better
I will trust this process now
As the warmth of healing
Begins to radiate
Through each cell
There is a surrender stealing ever.so quietly in
I welcome it
As I embrace
The flowing
The unfolding
The comings
And the goings
Always beholding
The mystery of this
My soul’s ongoing evolution