When helping you is hurting me

I want my life

My peace and calm back

I gave you love

You asked the world

So many times I said no

You kept on pushing me

But i let it happen somehow

Sometimes I hate myself

For not loving myself better

How did I let this happen?

Let you empty me out?

Did I really have so little regard for myself

But now my NO is NO

You need to fucking hear it

I don’t care if I have to go on alone

At least I will have my Self

Stop trying to steal it from me

With all of your promises.