Heaven on earth

Upon this painful human world of hurt

I looked with eyes of tenderness

As I felt the pain

Of what your barren world

Absent of true embodied feeling

Did to our lives.

As I wept

Over many years

All of these tears

Of profound regret

For choices that were not

Consciously made

By me

When I was younger

There was no way to find

A life outside of the confusion

And so it was I lost my path

To self

But over time

My hurting and the hungering

You see it all became too much

When deep inside my soul I knew

That heaven was not really so very far away

Existing in some far off place

And deep within my soul

I felt so sad

For the living hell

That humans made

It took me time to break

Away

And I know now

God asked me here

At this particular time on earth

To witness it all

But now

I also know

My soul no longer can

Keep on living

All alone

Isolated in hurt and shame

And so it is I must

Break the cage

Thoughts of doom

Created

In my heart and mind

For there is a time to be set

Free

And to come awake

To the reality

There is a healing

That wants to birth

And only can

If I do all it takes

To create within my life

A sacred space

To feel and free these feelings

That in repression

Stop us from

Living and fully experiencing

Heaven on earth