I cannot do this anymore
My soul is tired
And everyone knows how hard
I tried
To help you
But this non life
Its breaking me entirely in two
And there are no longer any words I can say
To get through to you
The flood of grief has just washed them all away
Today I felt myself disappearing
Held there in a word less space
As I felt my energy receeding
Into a pool of non meaning
This is not the way I can live my life
And I want to stay alive
You see
I realised
This pool of sorrow can drown me
And there is nothing left for me anymore
In grief
I only trust in joy
Because God only knows
This life is not
A dress rehearsal
Emerging From The Dark Night 
My Guru, Paramahansa Yogananda, says don’t take this life too seriously. Do your best and let go
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I had the hugest laugh this afternoon after all the crying. Its like I pierced through a veil and just saw it all as a cosmic joke.. don’t know if that makes sense but you know what you and he ARE SPOT ON! 🙂
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Am so glad you got it Deb 😊🤗
It is one Big Joke 😅🤗
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Bless you Sara..🧡
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There things you wish you never survived worst than death
Never surrender to the Storm by doing so your saying I FUCKING QUIT
You Matter Mate
Alex
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I can’t wait but I do need a rest Alex it’s just time out 💜
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