undone

Sometimes the burdens I carry

Seem so heavy and hard

Sometimes i just cry with the longing you awoke

Not to be on this journey always

So alone

The promises you make

Rely on me giving and giving

More and more

Why cant you understand

I am nearly all emptied out

I denied this need I have

And it was easier to live before

Without the expectation you would

Help me to carry this burden

But the truth of my life is

This is the way it always was

Me climbing the stony mountain

Wind at my back

Longing for a vision of paradise

That never came

A releasing of all of these burdens

Too heavy to name

Why can’t you understand

How exhausted I am

That I am almost

Completely

Undone