A very emotional v log

This is one of three video logs I did today each covering grief and loss prompted by learning of my friends brother’s illness yesterday. I wasn’t successful in pausing to continue so I had to do them in three instalments and I am just posting the second one..

I struggled with unresolved or complicated grief for many years, probably still.do. With hindsight I often see how my need for distance and fear made my lot far harder

We live grow and learn a little more each day. Pushing away what we need may be a result of never having it or struggling to accept it’s less than perfect form. Grief can appear as anger and grief brings a lot of fear I have learned through reading all sorts of perspectives on it on recovery. We each find other our own way through grief and our induvidual grief journey proceeds in different ways for each of us, I am learning.

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"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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