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finally

here i drown within the sea of memory

evening time

brings the crime of recalling

everything

that touched my soul

as it truly was

and now that life has washed away

all of these illusions

this deep crying

allows no more confusion

holding me under

deep beneath the surface

while parts of me are dying

others are being born

that never had the chance

to live before

now i see

how desperately

i held myself apart

all the time

thinking it was

other’s hearts

that failed to love

me

and yet the truth was

entirely

something else

could only be revealed

with a decent

into chaos

meandering

and helplessness

and so it is I let it go

this hope for love

I held so close

while opening each and every single

part

of me

that knows

how to be

completely free

completely myself

finally

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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      4. As I said many times to others ” Storm’s come and go no matter how much they take shape or come to wreak havoc with their unrelenting fury the Sun always finds away to shine” E.O.S

        Just remember that Ivor

        Slainte

        Alex

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  2. Your words are the reflection to how many times you and I and others have walked the scorched earth enduring trial by fire Mate

    Fantastic love it

    Alex

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