Hold me?

I wanted you to hold me

To tell me you understood the pain

But instead you snarled

And walked away

That was such a bitter pill to swallow

Its taking me some time to see

It was never about me

But more about your capacity

To understand, reflect and contain

Failing me

And who know if in the end

It was never meant to be

This hope that existed inside of me

For your unconditional love

But one thing I know now is

I must hold myself

Or fall through space

Deeper and deeper

Into darkness and oblivion.