Razor wire

Along a razor wire of pain I walked

Through the halls littered with memories

Of how I gave myself away

And stood so far apart

From being in touch with my heart

That now I cry these tears of blood

To see the truth

When I awoke to this pain

It was not a head trip

But a full on gut wrenching

Body reveal

Here I am writhing in the torment

Of so much loss

But counting the cost endlessly

Will be in vain

If I do not take the steps to start

To piece together what got shattered

For it is only the love of myself that can truly heal

These wounds in me

And I will never be free

If I get stuck in blame

And forget to apply the healing remedy

For tender love for this exists

In caring for all

That got so badly broken

And I will not pass this healing task

Onto you

For in truth it was never your responsibility

To set my wounded soul and body

Free