Fractures of flow

Feel like I’m drowning

What way lies truth

You say the proof of my guilt

Lies in my hypocrisy

When these feelings inside of me

Are not really free

To be and breathe

And surely a deeper soul

Understands the confusion of paradox

At first one thing appeals

Before more awareness steals

The pleasure

From the first innocent flush

Or rush of spring

Awakening

And then the spring becomes

A flow that cannot be stemmed

Anymore

And people call it madness

But does not life live

Somewhere deep within this chaos

Does it not have lessons and awakenings

For all of us

So please don’t twist the knife in me

Right now

When within this fracture

I feel so lost

Only because I realise

That life is not was simple as I thought

It was

And things and feelings

Are not always what we assume

Or as they seem to appear