Here amidst the noise and chatter of your plans
I hear the distant echo of my soul
receeding
along a corridor
of years
as I feel the life force
draining from me
It seems for too long
I longed
sucked into the revolving orbit of your life
like a darkened satellite
hungry for the Sun
of your love
to shine
in my direction
But now I break entirely
open
with the realisation
I cannot bear to be
this empty and dark any more
or else
what am I
really living for
if not my own life
I had enough of your trouble and strife
so many years before
so excuse me if I sit this one out
for my soul has grown weary
of the hurting