Paralysed by this
The full weight of indecision
Heavy on my mind
Reason left behind
Drowning under a flood of memories and emotion
Sensibilities vibrate
On a fine spectrum
As harbingers of loss
Flap their wings
Like a thousand distressed
Butterflies
Sounding out the clarion call
Of freedom
Meanwhile
Somewhere far beneath the chemical storm
I sense the breath in me labouring
While encountering the deluge
Of heavy rain
As my restless heart waits
With growing anticipation
Upon the fulfilled promise
Of sunshine