I am the scapegoat

I am the scapegoat

The weakest link

The silent dumping ground

For your judgement and shame

I am the one who is open too

To the things that burn inside of you

Because I know how it is to deeply feel

And struggle within

From the earliest time I was told

That is not the way to be

That is not how we live

And you may just have to travel so far away

With all of these sins, and judgements cast on your head

Into a wilderness

From which love has gone

You struggled to be respected for the reality of you

But all they ever saw or knew

Were the defective parts of you

Reminding you over and over of how you failed

While giving you not one ounce of help

To find the way to truly live free and express

Is it any wonder so many die in shame

Is it any wonder

Because the scapegoat just takes all the blame

While their attackers go free

Warm and cosy within their self righteous misery

Which to them is the safest place to be

A place where they are spared

The long and painful encounter

With the shadow of themselves

From which they fled

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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5 thoughts on “I am the scapegoat”

  1. I found this new video of Leonard Cohen brilliant and exquisite poem “Happens to The Heart”, the emotions of the lyrics and vivid video, cover just about everything of what happens to the heart….enjoy Deb xxx

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  2. People are going to say and think what they want, no matter the context or how much it hurts another individual. I’m not into laying judgement down on other people, seeing as how I do not walk in their shoes and I wouldn’t want them judging me.

    Keep moving forward in your own shoes. ๐Ÿ™‚

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