I must get out a for a walk soon to blow off some of the feelings I have processed today but I just had the thought that I cannot sit in this sadness too long, I need to keep reaching for new life. If the full moon just passed shows something in its square to Pluto its about shedding the past and letting go of what is done. What good will it do to hold on? I could ‘blame’ myself for sending all of that money and keeping trusting. I could ‘blame” ‘Scott’/scammer but that wont achieve a damn thing in the end. In the end I must keep living and loving and reaching out. Yes my heart is broken but its open and that’s a good thing. Feelings are moving through me. That’s a good thing. I choose to take the lessons learned and now I am going out with my dog to embrace the wind and the sun.
I wish everyone I love out there and most especially the ones who have been such beautiful friends to me the happiest of Fridays. Big love and hugs everyone. May today smile on you and shower you with blessings.
Emerging From The Dark Night 