My heart is breaking

My heart is breaking

My body is shaking

It is hard to move or eat

Luckily I managed some sleep

But when I feel my heart

It tells me this pain

Has been inside of me a long time

Latest things have just opened up

The deep scar in me

A fissure that became a crevice

That longed for love

But had to bury or hide its longing

So as not to appear weak

Or admit defeat

Today my heart is breaking

But strangely I am also

Awakening

Because I realise

Even as my heart is breaking

Somewhere deep inside

I am okay.

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Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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