Today I felt the soul’s celebration
As warm morning sun
Kissed my skin through the living room window
Out in the fresh air
Icy frost turns to water
As I wash the banisters clean
My heart lifts with the possibility
Of new life returning to me
After all the travails through
Loss and hardship
Hurt and pain
I am always surprised to find myself
Here again
Alive in sunlight
After storms and rain have blown away
My fear and insecurity
Of never being fully loved
For the whole of me
This my love is the most precious of gifts
You have given to me
I do not take it lightly
And as I feel the sun’s kisses
I know even without you here
I have enough
And I remember how
Very very lucky
I am to not only to be alive
But to have survived
All that I have seen
For truly when we no longer see
Through a glass so darkly
Life and light and sunshine
Appear to be
The truest miracles