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I am needing to password protect some of my posts due to inter personal mix ups here on Word Press where things are being taken out of context. I tried my best to rectify the situation but I will not be muzzled it has affected me deeply because I truly do not understand many of the false accusations that are being made…. I will not be password protecting all posts but only some, I am fighting for my emotional sanity at the moment and as many of you know I have had a long struggle with PTSD anxiety and depression. I will go into much detail any more as I truly just want peace in my life. I was back in intense suicidal ideation on the weekend and I will not be taken back down again. I have never been great with boundaries but I am beginning to see if I don’t start setting them soon my cancer may return or I will be back in the dark loveless place I have had to work so hard to break free from. If you would like to read any password protected post, please contact me.

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"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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  6. This is not far, Deborah, not at all. You have apologised so much and it’s hard to get a better perspective on it as I’m not sure of the original post you made (did you reinstate it?) but I am thinking that this is mixed up and wrong, and that you’re the one owed an apology. Stick to your resolve with not going back down that rabbit hole to the loveless place and despair and suicidal ideation, you have worked so hard and come so far and deserve better than feeling so damn awful.
    PS. Of course it’s up to you who you give access to, but I’d like to read the protected posts, if I may? My email is invisiblyme@outlook.com 🙂
    xxxx

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    1. Thanks Caz I took the post down I wrote at 3 am in that morning to process that fact she felt what I wrote about Peter Walker and PTSD Flashbacks was ‘babble’ I was so discombobulated by it. I don’t want to reinstate the post I am not here to argue but I wont be demonised like this it really isn’t fair, If I did not have a good therapist this could have taken me down so far. I will email you a little later with the password, my anxiety level is very high this morning due to the stress of all this misunderstanding.

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