We speak too much
But I am realising there is often a dangerous power
In words
Once spoken
They cannot be unsaid
And they can be taken wrong ways
Or seen as weapons
The truth is despite what I say
You may never know
What is truly in my heart
And much as I try to reach you
Maybe my words will only end up
Pushing you further and further away
And in the distance I will sense your soul
A long way off from here
While the pieces of our former connection
Remain shattered in pieces on the ground
All around sadness
But somewhere I remember
There is something more real
Than all of this
Pain suffering confusion and fear
And so it is
Deep in the silence
I cleave to love