Within my chest
Is the buzzing of anxiety
Like a hornet’s nest
Disturbed by the movement
Of a passer by
This is the repressed life
That lives deep inside
Mixed up feelings
That I no longer recognise
As separate any more
Longing mixed with loathing
Excitement confused with fear
Hope disturbed by lack of trust
Destroying a peaceful atmosphere
Bringing fears of endings
Or dread
Of a disaster that could appear
To loom around
Every second corner
Calm the tempest
With thoughts of self care
Trust in this day
You are safe
You are guided
You are protected
And you are loved