The following link is to an interview with Jungian analyst Marion Woodman who died last year. She developed the idea of an addiction to perfection after working with patients suffering from eating disorders for many years and her books explore how a severing from our natural instinctive energies during childhood can aversely impact us in later life. She had a lot to say about the awakening of the divine feminine which has been exiled for a long time through a time of crisis which we have been faced for many years now.
https://parabola.org/2018/06/10/worshipping-illusions-an-interview-with-marion-woodman/
Emerging From The Dark Night 