Silence
No noise
No demands
No angst
No please help me
Its okay if you can’t
But will you anyway
Driving my heart and soul demented
Tormenting me with thoughts
If I die it will just be my fate
Fuck
Silence you are all I trust
Humans full of lust
You make a prison for yourself
Tying yourself and others up in knots
Negating freedom
I want out please
Set me free
Had enough
Humans you bring so much pain
I just want to be left alone
To live free again
Silence you are where I want to live
Shut out the world
Shut out the noise
Shut out the struggle
Shut out the angst
Fuck off with your drama humans
Fighting
Warring
Killing
Making demands
Please leave me in peace
Wow! The power in this post just came at me like a brick wall. I feel the deep emotion here.
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Ohh I hope that brick wall didn’t hurt, Mary… I was a fed up yesterday. Hugs β€
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Haha. I’m glad you got it out of your system.
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I just read a few of your wonderful posts Mary and something really resonated where you said a lot of your choices were inspired by fear or anger before you healed. I am going to write a post on this as I see anger and fear of abandonment have so often dictated my own choices and this comment shed such a light on recent struggles of mine. Thanks so much for reaching out to me and for all you share on your blog. I love your writing. β€
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Girl, you enriched my life by the words you just spoke to me. I thank you from my heart for sharing yourself with me. I think we can help each other on this journey.
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Me too.. I feel a real kinship with you π
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