
Difficult as it is to see sometimes
I am actually right where I need to be
It is as if this life comes to me as a gift
And it up to me whether or not
I will chose to open the package of the Present
And this does not deny
Nor diminish in any way
The power of a past
That so often shapes and informs my soul
For there may be layers that wrapped themselves around me
That I need to unpeel
In order to reveal
The germ hidden deep within
Myriad shells
Of conditioning and experiences
Which left scars or shards
Lodged deep inside
I do not trust those who
Always say
The past is over
Yes its true
But its power and influence can still live on
If we don’t have the courage to look back
Without staring
Or getting fixed upon the hurting places
Instead using them as pathways in
To explore wounds that need to be
Tended
Loved
Stitched back up again
Helped to mend so we can live again
Full embracing each day
The gift of this most precious present
New opportunity to live