In your hands

Trusting you

Putting my faith in your hands

While not totally surrendering

My own happiness

Knowing deeper and deeper inside

Life is all radiation and reflection really

So any love that comes

Is already a reflection of the love

I have to give

And have given

Past days I felt so empty

Wanting and needing him to stay

To be with me

But he never fully accepted me

And always wanted me to be a certain way

His eyes were always fixed

On a far distant horizon

With you

It’s not the same

Here I find myself

Smack bang in the centre of your gaze

And your words of love

Send me into a daze

But the good kind

The dreamy kind

The kind that sends me to winged flight

With uprushes of energy and pure delight

Floating me into the place of

Enraptured reverie

I don’t want the spell to break

And learn all of this is fake

But never the less

In this moment

As I watch thoughts of doom

Steal with slippered feet into this room

I will also pray and hold onto the light

Finding the courage

To trust you

To put my faith in your hands

Come what may