How’s about we just live and let live in this life? How’s about we try and consider what it might mean to walk in another person’s shoes even if our path involves different footware? How’s about we stop bitching and blaming and try to see where there may be common ground? How’s about we look instead for where love can connect us instead of anger and fear and hurt and anguish and pain divide us?
This is just how I am feeling today. I have had a week in which major walls in my heart have come down. I am seeing how impatient I can be at times due to anxiety that I carry. I just nearly got sideswiped on the road coming back from a walk with my cousin in my car by a van who veered left without even seeing me. As usual my angels were protecting me but I felt the bolt of fear and terror shear through my left shoulder following it as neurotransmitters zinged into action. All the stuff on my front seat fell foward and my CD’s got thrown out of place. I self soothed after it by concentraing on my breath but I remember my therapist telling me to go easy around the annivesary of accidents.
My inner self tells me with Mars going backward soon its a good time to SLOW THE HELL DOWN. Its a good time to let go when I start feeling irrate in order to see what is being triggered in me rather than defensively knee jerking to lash out which only ends up hurting me more. Its a sad fact some of us just don’t get what we want in life, often we seem to come last but could this be an opportunity to look for something saner, or at least a calmer or more balanced perspective on things? What is it we can find in this life that provides for us peace and quiet and calm and comfort? This is how I am feeling today after reading all the signs of late and digging deep to find a better way forward. I feel a more open heart when my defences come down and I look for common ground between myself and another’s heart.
Emerging From The Dark Night 