Doubt

Your force of darkness

Reveals itself here

In all the doubts

You scatter before me

Like pebbles

You would like me to trip on

I am tired my friend

Of your defences and protections

Yes go eat another quart of ice cream

While I scream

Wordlessly

Wake up

Trance baby I am sick and tired

Of this half a life

Of a mind that shadow boxes all the time with fear

And with my own lack of self belief

That makes me condescend to you

And leave behind that land of

Opennness trust and love

Being offered by a freer hand

I am tired of the way you kept me at bay

All those years

When it was presence and love I needed

You were never there

But now I have a chance with someone who will be

Take you doubts far away from me

Surrender them to the wind

While I allow myself

To set my fear free