Leaving

You are leaving

And I am grieving

I know you say we will meet again

But the comfort of your company

Was a body to body thing

And wont be felt over distance

I let myself cry

The child in me

Who lost her sister

So very young

Not fully understanding

Weeps

(Parting is such sweet sorrow!)

And that you and she

Were both 1946 babies

Well is that happen stance

Or synchroncity?

Those in recovery say

God brings to us

Those people situations and relationships

That will spark our earlier wounds

So we can feel and heal

What was buried

And so while I cry

I am holding my inner child’s hand

My sister is gone from this life now

To the land of shades

As I stand here on this shaking ground

With rain all around

But I know I am strong

And my adult self is here

With higher power

And inner child

And as the clouds pass

And doors slam

My sister’s spirit is in the land

As I gaze at aging hands

What is given to us must not be grasped

And when the time comes

Pluto asks us to let go

You will be leaving on 11 of May

And my sister’s Pluto in Leo was 11 degrees

I choose to see in this messages of healing

Of spirit

Which tell me

That no soul that ever fullly touches ours

Is a force discrete

And at some much deeper level all is connected

Every meeting

And

Every fate

And we must not

Hesitate

In loving