I am here waiting for you deep inside
I am the one you forgot
When you learned to believe the lie
That something outside of you
Could complete you
I am the one who knows when those illusions need to die
And so I bring to you those souls or experiences to show you the wound and the mistake you came to believe in
Which is nothing less than the lie of your unworthiness
Dont you know by now
That creation does not make mistakes
There is the soul that arrives a new
Bursting with life like a seed that seeks to grown and unfold
But sometimes it falls on fallow ground
Or finds a planting place
Where the right nutrients are denied
Then that seed struggles to grow
And develops its deformities which speak more of the conditions it met in the awakening, unfolding and growing
But it is never too late to seek for new soil
To pull up your roots from the toxic denutrified place
And replant them in a new more fertile soil
One that you have tilled and cultivated with kindness, compassion, consciousness and love
Do not believe the lie that you cannot change
And that there is no healing or love in owning and expressing your rage
Do not believe that you cannot grow without this or that ‘cure’
That you are deformed
When really you came into this life as a light
Whose purpose even through suffering is to seek its source
Which can only be found through the awakening of love and awareness from within
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You see yesterday, someone asked me
How do you heal from losing the greatest love of your life?
I smiled and answered
‘You make yourself another one
And you make that love yourself’
Nikita Gill
Emerging From The Dark Night 