Your Im being loved was beautiful how you appreciated and noticed so much and wasvso present in gratitude..Beautiful..
And the Curse..they can erupt out of nowhere it seems or somewhere? Hmmm
I actually found out from a distant family member that one of my female ancestors tried to curse a girl who was in love with someone she loved.
This memory / fragment came up when i wrote this. I dont know how it fits in but we often do feel cursed when bad things befall us when really there may be multiple factors leading up to them. Life can be complex and I dont know if we ever fully figure it all out ❤
Oh my, thats a big one to find out..I’ve often wondered if this has ever happened to me…I suppose we dont always know until we attempt to clear it..than we may not know who but weve at least freed ourselves from it and kindly sent it back to sender so they can heal themselves as well..I have a boomarang wall, like when were kids…if your mean and rude, it will bounce off me and back to you…I call it return to sender with love….I do not accept .
It has worried me becaue none of the female marriages in our immediate family have lasted all three ended while my brother’s survived and this goes for my nephews and one niece who had a child who was abandoned by the father. Mark Wolynn an expert on this kind of carried ‘sin’ or curse says it can repeat in families until we give it back to the ancestor involved. I think that is kinda what you are trying to say about your boomerang wall. I am going to do some visualisation on this.
Yes…precisely part of the same..if a person in my life …. This would be an abuser in a very bad relationship cycle..I made it out but not without wounds..how I managed to protect myself was with this exact vision..I refused it and sent it back…I couldnt be broken..I was wounded because I chose to stay and continue to think I could do better or more and take the abuse on as it was me that deserved it..you know the start from childhood dilemma…wgen I learned about moving energy I could protect myself and remove traumas from others, I send it back all in love so theh can heal in their own way. This has freed me…it came at a great cost and traumatic lessons but it saved my sanity and my life..
I was in a very similar relationship experience. I also see he bought up all my childhood wounds as well as some lacks. It has taken me years to see a lot of what he said was lacking in compassion. You are right, we do not have to accept this energy, we can send it back but the suffering to get to there is immense. Hugs my friend. xo
As far as the repeat I learned that as generational sin in my religion days and past life or ancestor contracts we have been given to change…. If im seeing this right…I have had to STOP the abuse in my line..it was up to me and my son from the heavens explained it perfectly for me and helped me from their when I was left in the hills thousands of miles from home, alone from my abuser…I didnt panic ..I was more relieved as my son appeared and explained this is the end of the abuse and I’m here to help..and he sure did…I went back to that scene later in the week after numerous texts he loves me so much and if I would basically stop standing ip for myself I could come home..hahaha…that was a big F YOU for me…what I did was go to the area alone again myself and clear all the energy and change the story…I created a movement of energy..yelling, screaming and releasing the trauma and sending it back to the sender…and filled myself and the space with sources pure love ans light..I do the same for my childhood abuse…what I can comprehend I try to relate and heal what I dont I release it, it was never mine in the first place…I was an innocent recipient…so are you….this what I THINK and maybe what Mark may be saying…its changed my life completely..
That shows me that shouting and screaming is a good thing which is something I was taught had to be suppressed by those who invalidated me. That is the saying from your soul from the roar of your lion heart you willl NOT TAKE THIS ON. Well done.. I am so glad your son could help you from the other side. This is inspiring you should share it all in a blog. I would share it for you as well. xoxo
Ughh the dang restrictions of growing up…I taught my kids to tell it out..in a space that was safe they had room to fight and yell with no judgements as long as it was done safely without hurting others..yes the Roar! It’s perfect to yell and scream its soooooo releasing ..pain, hurt, emotions all are energy and energy is always moving ..its suppose to be shifting and were suppose to be able to release and shift..its a natural part of our humanness…it should never be subdued or shut down..im so sorry you had to experience that and maybe one day you can tell me you were able to scream and release…I share it as sunshine..I choose to keep the darkness out of my sunshine..I deal with that myself..I dont like to give the abuser so much energy or attention..again your energy goes where your thoughts go..so I healed , released and continue to when it sneaks in…I can see your doing a beautiful job of being present and doing the same shifting to a positive gratiude of the present thats happening..its BEAUTIFUL.
And, yes it was never yours. he makes the point in that book that we have to tell the ancestors this is not mine I need to go free and give it back. That’s for sure xox
Emerging From The Dark Night 
I feel the same way tonight. you put into words my exact feelings. xo
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Oh my that just came to me as I was heading out the door I had to go back and post it before walking..it comes from the past pain for sure..huggles 😚
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Good one. Sometimes we just feel that way.
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We do.. ❤
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Your Im being loved was beautiful how you appreciated and noticed so much and wasvso present in gratitude..Beautiful..
And the Curse..they can erupt out of nowhere it seems or somewhere? Hmmm
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I actually found out from a distant family member that one of my female ancestors tried to curse a girl who was in love with someone she loved.
This memory / fragment came up when i wrote this. I dont know how it fits in but we often do feel cursed when bad things befall us when really there may be multiple factors leading up to them. Life can be complex and I dont know if we ever fully figure it all out ❤
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Oh my, thats a big one to find out..I’ve often wondered if this has ever happened to me…I suppose we dont always know until we attempt to clear it..than we may not know who but weve at least freed ourselves from it and kindly sent it back to sender so they can heal themselves as well..I have a boomarang wall, like when were kids…if your mean and rude, it will bounce off me and back to you…I call it return to sender with love….I do not accept .
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It has worried me becaue none of the female marriages in our immediate family have lasted all three ended while my brother’s survived and this goes for my nephews and one niece who had a child who was abandoned by the father. Mark Wolynn an expert on this kind of carried ‘sin’ or curse says it can repeat in families until we give it back to the ancestor involved. I think that is kinda what you are trying to say about your boomerang wall. I am going to do some visualisation on this.
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Yes…precisely part of the same..if a person in my life …. This would be an abuser in a very bad relationship cycle..I made it out but not without wounds..how I managed to protect myself was with this exact vision..I refused it and sent it back…I couldnt be broken..I was wounded because I chose to stay and continue to think I could do better or more and take the abuse on as it was me that deserved it..you know the start from childhood dilemma…wgen I learned about moving energy I could protect myself and remove traumas from others, I send it back all in love so theh can heal in their own way. This has freed me…it came at a great cost and traumatic lessons but it saved my sanity and my life..
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I was in a very similar relationship experience. I also see he bought up all my childhood wounds as well as some lacks. It has taken me years to see a lot of what he said was lacking in compassion. You are right, we do not have to accept this energy, we can send it back but the suffering to get to there is immense. Hugs my friend. xo
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Yes my darling it sure is! We only can do what we know until we know better than we can do better…or more..
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As far as the repeat I learned that as generational sin in my religion days and past life or ancestor contracts we have been given to change…. If im seeing this right…I have had to STOP the abuse in my line..it was up to me and my son from the heavens explained it perfectly for me and helped me from their when I was left in the hills thousands of miles from home, alone from my abuser…I didnt panic ..I was more relieved as my son appeared and explained this is the end of the abuse and I’m here to help..and he sure did…I went back to that scene later in the week after numerous texts he loves me so much and if I would basically stop standing ip for myself I could come home..hahaha…that was a big F YOU for me…what I did was go to the area alone again myself and clear all the energy and change the story…I created a movement of energy..yelling, screaming and releasing the trauma and sending it back to the sender…and filled myself and the space with sources pure love ans light..I do the same for my childhood abuse…what I can comprehend I try to relate and heal what I dont I release it, it was never mine in the first place…I was an innocent recipient…so are you….this what I THINK and maybe what Mark may be saying…its changed my life completely..
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That shows me that shouting and screaming is a good thing which is something I was taught had to be suppressed by those who invalidated me. That is the saying from your soul from the roar of your lion heart you willl NOT TAKE THIS ON. Well done.. I am so glad your son could help you from the other side. This is inspiring you should share it all in a blog. I would share it for you as well. xoxo
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Ughh the dang restrictions of growing up…I taught my kids to tell it out..in a space that was safe they had room to fight and yell with no judgements as long as it was done safely without hurting others..yes the Roar! It’s perfect to yell and scream its soooooo releasing ..pain, hurt, emotions all are energy and energy is always moving ..its suppose to be shifting and were suppose to be able to release and shift..its a natural part of our humanness…it should never be subdued or shut down..im so sorry you had to experience that and maybe one day you can tell me you were able to scream and release…I share it as sunshine..I choose to keep the darkness out of my sunshine..I deal with that myself..I dont like to give the abuser so much energy or attention..again your energy goes where your thoughts go..so I healed , released and continue to when it sneaks in…I can see your doing a beautiful job of being present and doing the same shifting to a positive gratiude of the present thats happening..its BEAUTIFUL.
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And, yes it was never yours. he makes the point in that book that we have to tell the ancestors this is not mine I need to go free and give it back. That’s for sure xox
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Yes yes and YES!
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