Your soul knows these things
Deep experiences and feelings your mind
Finds so hard to admit
Like thunder from a distant storm
Echoing from afar
Here under the cover of your present
Lies the wanting and the memories of experiences and feelings long past
That the world tells you are gone
But never really are
Believing in the lie
You turn away
And your soul grows sad and cold
Underneath its heavy blanket of forgetting
But then in those solitary moments
After the outer world has receded like the tide
Releasing its grip
You are returned again
To the interior landscapes of your heart
Tears surprise you
Falling like sudden rain
And a body full of feeling comes alive in you
With a force you can no longer deny
Then realisation like a hurricane
Sweeping illusion away
Reveals how deeply your soul knows
Silent sorrows secret joys
That time can never erase
Or reason deny
Emerging From The Dark Night 
We push away the unimaginable! Your post reminded me of a song I shared in the following post:
https://abrokenbluesky.wordpress.com/2016/12/20/what-it-means-to-me/
I feel this fight of always wanting to run from the pain. Afraid it will consume me. We do need a safe place to express it. Your words reminded me of all of this! Thank you!
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We need that so badly. Our bodies and souls know we do X I will listen to your song x
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I just noticed the video was no longer available, so I updated it. It should work now.
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Oh okay I just commented on that post I will try it again x
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I related so much to the sadness in that post. I am so sorry for your huge losses xox
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And I for yours! xoxoxo
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Hello there! This post could not be written any better! Reading this post reminds me of my good old room mate! He always kept talking about this. I will forward this page to him. Fairly certain he will have a good read. Thank you for sharing! dbcgbkdfddbd
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Thank you.
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